00:00

The clock is showing 00:00 --- seems like a draw score frankly.

Eeey -- Wait a sec, 00:00 means a different day! and I (honestly) hate the fact that I still the same when the time goes by. Feel like being cheated by time. Time freely goes by without any notice, no matter I am ready or not, it just goes, flies with the wind.

I feel my life goes slowly, even sometimes it has gone roughly. I continuously fail to detect the facts that my life rides time. I remember when I was very happy having a baby-brother eighteen years ago, and I can crystal clearly see a beautiful baby-sister that stole all attentions of guesses that visited our house in January or February 1999. I recall myself when I was in white-red uniform, running in the field with my friend in the same uniform then move to the time when I was in my first jilbab uniform with white and dark-blue. Now I've finished my bachelor degree while I am still able to remember all those memories well.

I've never noticed that they have happened. Growing up, finishing school, falling in love, broken heart and now I am seeking for a job.

It is the moment when I think time has betrayed me, cheated on me --- make fun of me.

Sometime I just want to go back time, fix what was wrong, choose what was unpicked -- to be good, to be better me now.

Yeah, It is the moment when I forget to be grateful.