Years Pasted
I reread my past 10-year writing. They are gloomy. Since I was the author, I could easily be brought back to the emotion that I wanted to deliver through each sentence. Eventhough, I know really well that I grow each day, in general, 10 years is a really long period to always choose 'gloom' each day. I view myself as a survivor. Many people find themselves stuck in the aftermath of a broken heart, but I refuse to let it define my mental state. I chose to channel that energy into my writing (glad I love to write). As I started to see psychologists for the last 7-8 years, I began journaling daily to track my emotions and understand chaotic things living in my mind. This practice of self-reflection didn't just help me survive; it gave me the raw material to grow. I chose to channel that energy into my work, eventually publishing books --- and I can't believe that I really publish books while keeping my sanity intact. Again, choosing the same thing, placing my hope i...
